I had always known I liked guys and had always been teased and called gay or faggot. It wasn’t until 9th grade that i actually thought about coming out and once i had the thought there was no turning back. I was going to an international youth camp where they were very open and accepting of all types. In my gut I knew this was the place to come out. So I packed my bags and got on the plane to Dallas.

The camp was almost over and I needed the right moment to come out to the group. On New Year’s Eve I got just that moment. We had done an activity and somehow our discussion turned to homophobia and homosexuality. As that I talked alot anyway no one thought it was wierd that I talked the most. At one point I told everyone how I was bisexual and had never told anyone before. The group gave me a huge hug and was so proud.

Later that night  my friend said that at midnight she would kiss the German boy Flo. Midnight came and for some reason no kiss so I went to talk to him. I asked do you like Jessica? He replied with well actually I don’t really like girls. Almost immdeiately I was totally excited and said that maybe we should go talk...alone. The conversation ranged from coming stories to all sorts of things and all the while we were getting closer and closer.

Eventually we were right next to each other and we both instinctively leaned in for a kiss. Our lips met and it was amazing. I opened my mouth and probed his mouth with my tongue and we continued our passionate kisses. During one of our kisses a boy from Brazil looked as though he saw us and we got scared. The two of us decided that it was time to go to bed.

That morning I told my friend Jess who I knew liked Flo about us. Surprisingly she was quite fine. Surprisingly everyone was and were quite excited for the two of us. Later that night we were watching Hairspray when during the song "Without Love" we locked lips. It was passionate and steamy. This was a big step for me as that I’d never made out with a guy in front of friends.

When the movie was over we somehow rolled off the couch and onto a mattress. We rolled all around and rubbed all around. I put my hands into his jeans and squeezed his tight butt and he moaned with pleasure as I probed his hole. In no time I was on top of him and he did the same to me. When we ended up side by side we reached into each others pants and massaged the others dick. I loved the feel of his uncut penis and he loved my cut dick. We were enjoying ourselves so much and still all the while kissing passionately.

The last day of camp came all to quick and I didn’t know how i could leave such a wonderful guy. He cried so many tears over the two heartfelt letters I put in his bag. We hugged and kissed the last time man times. Finally our last came and i got in the car and as we drove away he made a heart symbol with his hands. I was going to see him again. I WAS DETERMINED.

TO BE CONTINUED