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jacktrop
57 years
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Without all the detail for now, I had sex with men before getting married. Just after joining the military I had got a motel room so I could come back to it after going out on a drunk one night instead of returning to my ship all drunked up and getting into trouble. So, anyway, when I was unlocking my room door I was jumped by some guys and beaten,and raped several times by who knows how many men. All I know was it was black men but that doesn’t matter. I was really hurt. When I woke up the following morning, I was a bloody mess. I could not report this since I was in the military. You know where that would have got me. So after some time I think the real reason that I got married was to negate (and suppress I think) the memories of that incident (which I don;t really remember anyway) and be what I was expected to be. The sex I had with men before the incident was very exciting and wonderful and I really liked it. One man dressed up in womens clothing and asked me to dress too. I liked it. I liked the feeling of female clothes on me. I always wanted to know how a woman felt with such pretty clothes on. I never dressed up while married,and now being older I could never be a pretty or passable cd ( but I can wish) and until my divorce is over I will not mess around with anyone. I am for the most part looking for friends to talk to ,email, or chat. When this is all over I am sure I will be a better person. My wife is leaving me for other than gay reasons. If you have read this far ,God bless you for your perseverance. Thank you.
Looking for : Someone to talk to.Maybe go on a date.Coffee or dinner would be fine or just meet up someplace for chat.Looking to make friends who are my age or older.
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